Starting my blog, was easy for me to jump in and just write about a few things and stories that I love. it’s not been perfect but since day one I wanted it to be as authentically me as possible. The pure excitement of my blog being new, my confidences high and my I don’t give a fu*cks that were even higher started slowly draining as life started creeping back in.
My whole blogging routine had to change
F*ck my whole routine had to change because we found out that our cat was dying. Most of my focus was pulled away from everything and placed on her. (She is okay. She isn’t suffering on anything I’m sure she’s just gaslighting us). But on a serious not it’s been quite tragic knowing that it’s going to happen but not knowing when. So, with focus being else where my biggest enemy approached me with his big *ss sword and his name is inconsistency. For me to be a properly functioning human being I need to have a set routine every single day. It makes me happy I like predictability when it comes to work and weekdays. Weekends and holidays are for being all over the place.
With inconsistency beating me properly
I have been writing half *ss and rushed posts because I just want to get something out there. And my excuse was ugghhh my blog is so small still no one will know. I know and I don’t want something that I enjoy being thrown to the side because of my situation changing, so this is my official reapplication and reset to make chronically growing exactly what I set out for it to be. Weird, Random and always True to myself.
It’s been really rough keeping my blog up because self-doubt crept in and held me back. And just life popped up Aswell. These last few weeks I have realized that I just need to slow down again and put my focus on what’s important. So, from this point forward I will be rebuilding my routine and habits.
In this time I have noticed how much my sleeping habits have affected me
